Little Thumper Lou's Littlespace

Disclaimer: I have consented to impact play/spanking withing my dynamic and this is in no way abusive. If this is a trigger for you, please do not read any further. *** "No pain, no gain!" How many times have you heard this slogan? How many times are we told that in order to achieve something worthwhile, you have to be prepared to endure discomfort ...or even pain? Now try telling this to someone that endures pain every single day. Chances are you'll get smacked in the face. And you'll probably deserve it! I am one of these people. I live with chronic pain that can be so severe that it literally takes my breath away and leaves me curled up on the bathroom floor, sobbing. I am one of these people. And if you are reading this, then maybe you are too. I have been very open about my chronic illnesses and how there is not a day that goes by where I am not in some degree of pain. I have tried every possible treatment and therapy: from anti-inflammatory pills to strong ...

The crips night air sizzles in anticipation. In the darkness, I can be anything I desire: I desire... I crave... only to be consumed by you. No flowers, no chocolates, no heart-shaped box full of love letters can ever replace the ecstasy I feel when your skin touches mine. Please, I whisper. Please... Please... Please... Please...dominate me... with your love. You're on the rise as I stroke your thighs.. on my knees, gazing up, waiting. I crave your desire...dripping onto my open lips: I drink deep – good girl - my soul's nourishment. Slowly, I lick my way down down down to the root of your soul. You moan, out of control - as my tongue slips up, up, up to suckle the tip - and anticipate the boiling point, the eruption of desire... But not yet. Your fingers find my swollen globes, stiff with longing... pleading... begging... for rough fingers to slowly circle each ridge until my breath...catches... my thighs......

Below is a copy of the last writing I published on Fetlife.com. They locked me out the same day and set my account to be deleted on 1st December 2024. Why did they do this to me? Because I spoke out about the safety issues I witnessed on the site.  Because I spoke out about the suspected data breaches and leaked reports by caretakers. Because I spoke out about the countless other users who have been shadowbanned and locked out previously - unjustly and without confirmation of what TOU they broke.  Many are still in the shadows - struggling in silence as their content is suppressed - all because they, too, used their voices and spoke out against what they saw and witnessed on this site:  - racism -sexism -misogyny - beastiality  - pedophilia  - transphobia and so much more. So, why am I posting this?   Why am I warning others? Because they refuse to refund my subscription unless I provide them my legal name and address. Because they tried to force me to...